It has been thirteen years since I have been in a serious relationship with a woman. I have been so traumatized by my ex-wife that I have not been able to select a girl that can potentially make me a happy man. I have always been cynical of the people I meet. I still think of bad things when I meet new girls. This kind of attitude of mine did nothing but caused me a lot of misery and loneliness. I am not the same man as I was before I got married. I remembered a long time ago i was a very positive and laid back guy. I always wanted to enjoy myself with people that I loved. Having fun with the company of others is what I usually do. I think that because of my relationship with my wife changed my attitude towards life. It might seem crazy, but for me it is true. I know that it is awful for me to blame my wife, it is not fair to her. It is now the right time for me to start establishing a relationship with other people. I owe it to myself and also to my friends and family to get my life back on track. It is now the right time to meet new people in my life that can help me find my way to happiness. I called my longtime friend to set me up on a blind date with some of his friends. I was very excited for the first time I felt like a kid. But i was also very nervous because I did not know how well the date could end up. Entering the dating scene is a new thing for me. For a very long time, I had chosen to be alone and didn’t have a relationship that I potentially could regret. But our date did not go very bad. The girl I was with already knew that I am not very experienced and was very understanding of me. We had fun in our time with each other; it’s too sad that it had to end early because a friend had called me during our date telling me about an emergency. We agreed to see each other again. We continued to spend a lot of time with each other. We both are at the point of our life that needs to settle down and have a family before it is too late. But i decided not to continue dating her because I feel that I am not that desperate. What i did next was very interesting, I booked Reading Escorts from https://charlotteaction.org/reading-escorts. I booked Reading Escorts because it seems like it was the right thing for me to do. I was right Reading Escorts did make me happy like I never did before.